You made a similar comment in an earlier story, Jennifer, which had me wondering if I do that? OMG, I do! Worse. I build fantasy backgrounds about the character they play, not the person herself (because I know nothing about her IRL). Always in my youth, before I met either my first wife or my current (and final) wife, because even in my fantasies I apparently stay faithful — not a virtue, just how I’m hardwired.